akatzuki

You had all of them on your side didn't you? You believe in all your lies didn't you? The ruiner's got a lot to prove he's got nothing to lose and now he made you believe The ruiner's your only friend well he's the living end to the cattle he deceives The raping of the innocent you know the ruiner ruins everything he sees Now the only pure thing left in my fucking world is wearing your disease How'd you get so big? How'd you get so strong? How'd it get so hard? How'd it get so long? You had to give them all a sign, didn't you? You had to covet what was mine, didn't you? The ruiner's a collector he's an infector serving his shit to his flies Maybe there will come a day when those that you keep blind will suddenly realize Maybe it's a part of me you took to a place i hoped it would never go And maybe that fucked me up so much more than you'll ever know How'd you get so big? How'd you get so strong? H...

I am worn out and tired of everything (In some way I'd like to explode)...

Following the post of Cosmo I felt quite bad because I haven't talked about the members of my family that sadly had past away, so I will say something of them. Luz was my aunt she died when I was a kid, near my birthday , it was quite weird that everybody was so sad that they weren't in the mood for celebrating your birthday though I never liked birthday parties, she was sick and in some point it was in some way a relief I never heard someone cry as desperate as my grandmother when she get the bad news, she live in a lost town in Hidalgo, she was pretty good at cooking, I remember that she used to prepare enormous quantities of food for an enormous family, I've heard some stories about her when I get older, about his husband and the difficult and strong character she had It was kind of my first approach to know what being dead means (I had weird dreams the night she past away). Feliciano was my grandfather,the most amazing stories about a person had being about him, i...

I had some ideas and some bullshit to throw up, all were being hardly process and I being running deeper and deeper , completes around the world, bullshit bullshit, politics , look book and all the big community of little sissies posers thinking they look original when they don't, and although I've been planning a post for weeks about the atrocity of this hole world, the porpoise of the people, how and why I think we don't have any, idea of Death as the only certain think we all have in common and how sad is that, yesterday my girlfriend's pet die, I haven't got any pet that really keep my attention like this one even it wasn't mine, I took care of her for some months, and even it is such a small little creature, in one second my mind was filled with you, how empty this room feels without you, and it makes me think how complex what it is important could be described , how difficult is to deal with Death and how unfit I am to deal with this world, this bunny ...