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Como haces para que una persona que esta justo a tu lado, deje de sentirse sola? Nunca he sido bueno con los sentimientos ni como arreglarlos...

Es extraño el sentimiento de estar y no estar al mismo tiempo, aqui me siento todo el tiempo asi.

I have always fear of wanting what I just can't have, this was just the beginning of our story, for me it was always difficult to deal with people who loves to share themselves with other people, PANIC! I still fear you!

watching the match against villareal I get this ideas. Ferguson sucks! is becoming senile and capricious, bringing berba wasn't the best for the team, with C.Ronaldo, Rooney and Tevez we had the best offensive in the world! Fuck you Ferguson and Berba! Bring back Queiroz and Tevez !

I'm the one that makes your life looks and feel like a square, square is such a tight and ugly form, I wonder if I should be more careless or visceral.

shame on us doomed from the start may god have mercy on our dirty little hearts shame on us for all we have done and all we ever were just zeros and ones

Algunas veces me pregunto por que tengo que siempre correr a compartir cada tipo de detalles absurdos de mi vida que solo y solo me importan a mi, cada vez que lo hago recibo la misma atencion que que recibiria de una persona desconocida, y cada vez me lo reprocho por que me siento estupido hablando al unisono sin respuesta alguna, cada quien sus cosas, cada quien sus monitores y que mis estupideces se queden bien guardaditas ahi.

Desafortunadamente eh perdido mi pasion por la WWE, es extraño ya que Jeff Hardy ahora es campeon pero eh de decir que la edad, internet, y la destruccion de lo que antes era llamado lucha libre tiene la culpa de esto, despues de cierta edad en la que uno se da cuenta que este negocio es falso pierde un poco, pero hubo muchos años en que buenos encuentros y muchas cosas mas servian para llenar mi deseo de ver "lucha libre" internet y sus spoilers le quitaron aun mas pero bueno si lo que uno viera fuera interesante no leeria los spoilers para no arruinarse las sopresas, y a pesar de que no leo spoilers es triste ver que todo esto esta perfectamente planificado en los ultimos tiempos de la lucha libre gringa ha habido algunos golpes bajos al espectaculo, el raperito con su nulo talento igual que la mayoria de los hombres que son impulsados como las cartas fuertes del espectaculo son el resultado de aburridos encuentros entre hombres lentos que repiten y repiten las mismas ll...

nunca me he sentido de alla, tampoco me siento de aqui, pero siempre quise salirme de alla apesar que hay cosas que me gustan de alla hay muchas cosas de las odio tambien, aqui odio muchas cosas pero tambien hay cosas que me gustan, me da miedo que a pesar de que mueva todo no funcione nada, aqui nadie da su brazo a torcer aun asi trato de que no cunda el panico, y aunqe no deja de dar vueltas en mi cabeza trato de estar sereno.

A veces me gustaria saber como chingados a durado tanto la humanidad yo tengo 26 años en los que no hubiera podido sobrevivir sin mis padres, no hemos hecho mas que cargarnos un planeta, aunqe los libros de historia nos enseñan que es bueno conocer la historia para no cometer los mismos errores, es una mentira todo sigue siendo igual solo mas grande y con mas consumo, no quiero ser un peon de nadie pero no tengo ningun titulo que al nacer me fuera garantizado un futuro de Rey.

sera cierto que Naruto Sage Mode...

And there it goes the best player Manchester United have, just because the obsession of an old crazy insane man called Sr. Alex Ferguson, Berba has not the quality of Tevez, Manchester United owes the Champions League and Premier to this man, without Tevez the team wasn't as good.

Mujeres al volante (Recopilación)

Odio el silbido famoso aquel de Kill Bill, odio a los posers, me molestan los animales que no me gustan, me caga que la gente que trabaja utiliza esa excusa para joderle la vida a los demas y para hacerse pasar por martires, dicen que el que se enoja pierde, siempre salgo perdiendo... You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.

Soy rencoroso como un conejo, me quedo guardadas tantas cosas que quisiera decir, me caga pensar en las consecuencias todo era tan lindo cuando uno era mas joven y no tenia que pensar en ellas, ahora solo me quedo con mis planes maliciosos, mis rencores y cada centimetro de los musculos de mi cuerpo apretados todo por la dichosa convivencia

is You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go. from The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.

No recuerdo quien es, para mi fue un perfecto desconocido, pero es extraño que al leer que fallecio, verlo con el uniforme de la escuela que portamos sin orgullo y en base a regaños por 3 años le da un toque de familiaridad y hermandad, y uno no puede evitar hace que se le estrujan las entrañas ya que de alguna manera no llego a cumplir los 26 años, y yo no supe ni por que ni cuando ni su nombre ni quien era...

hace unos meses habia dicho que hiba a hacer un experimento el cual ahora puedo corroborar gracias a google analytics, y he aqui, veamos si estas frases atraen mas gente a un blog jajajaja... porno, porno duro, viejas, porno, porno, viejas, encueradas, sexo, sexo, sexo sexo sexo, xxx, hardcore, nude, videos, free, gratis, latinas candentes. AÑADIDOS: pony tail girl, colegialas, minifaldas. ja! veamos si se indexan al internet y atraen algunos pecesillos al ansuelo...

sueños de muertes por enfermedades cronicas, cortes de cabello de $600 pesos, primos hechos niños, aqui y alla, fiestas con compus mac, de muertes y mas muertes, sapos geneticamente alterados en que son golocinas vivientes que es lo que pasa en el inconciente?

hace año y medio que mis sueños no son lo que era, que mi inconciente no deja de atormentarme con dramaticos regresos inesperados a Mexico, y es que la realidad esta dura y si no consigo algo tendre que enfrentarme con esa realidad, nunca he querido trabajar y ahora que lo he querido no lo encuentro, y asi sucecivamente cuando encontrare algo facil para mi?

I can see Nagato.

Some random thoughts... Algunas veces recuerdo perfectamente por que siempre he pensado que la vida no fue hecha para mi, y es que nunca he aprendido a hacer amigos, a hacer ejercicio, comer bien, sentirme saludable, esforzarme por algo sin que hubiera una necesidad mortal detras de eso, nunca he disfrutado de las cosas que tengo ni imagine lo dificil que debio ser consguir lo que mi padre nos da, las cosas que me mueven siempre han sido cosas sin sentido, videojuegos, juguetes, musica, imagenes, he vivido ya un chingo de tiempo y a pesar de eso me sigo sintiendo el mismo inutil que no se hacia ni un sandwich, a veces siento que no se absolutamente nada, pero no hay nada que me lleve a aprender algo, siempre me quedo con las mismas cosas en la cabeza, pinche vida pinche vida dura, y loca si no naces con un titulo bajo el brazo, una vision increible para los negocios, o la mierda para tranzar a todos no llegas a ser nadie ni nada, seguimos siendo esclavos bien cabron, la vida es el tra...

Desde que tengo memoria no me gustan los perros, sera por aquel cocker ( o como se escriba) del uno de mis primos que siempre estaba ladrando y atacando? y es que con el tiempo se fueron comprando perros mas grandes, y es que de muy niño me mordio alguno y bueno eh de admitir que soy una persona totalmente citadina y realmente me da igual si eso sea bueno o malo, tocar los animales no es lo mio, menos su saliva y cosas raras, ahora vivimos con un perro grande, (una de las grandes maravillas de compartir casa) y de verdad que sigue sin gustarme eso de los animales miro con horror cada vez que llega su dueño como el perro que es hembra lo "saluda" con mucha efucividad pareciendo un ataque y una violacion y es que no se si sea normal pero el perro que es hembra se mueve como perro macho tratando de cogerse la cabeza de mi compañero de piso, no... no... los perros no son de mi agrado...

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No cabe duda que las canas no salen de a gratis cada noche vivo en un peqeño infierno entre el perico horrible que le da por cantar cuando ya hay ruido, el perro que mastica el garrafon de agua, la tele que logicamente no se escucha y el decendiente de pregonador checo que tenemos en casa, el ruido contamina y yo vivo como un pepenador, pepenador con gripe y frustrado por no ver el futbol...

Foto, foto, foto, necesito tomar mas fotografias, necesito hacer proyectos, necesito dinero, necesito muchas cosas no quiero regresar, desertor number one me llaman!

because you don't answer my phone messages, because I can't read your mind, because I know less than a half of you, because I don't appreciate it you, because you want me to follow you every time, because someone ask me if you were drunk, because you'll write something deeper and bloodiest than I'll ever do, because I'll never be enough, because my will go against yours, because lefting all behind and talking about it today, because it doesn't matter if I'm sick, because I will follow you all around the world, because I was left all alone in a normal February night, because what's important now?

I've got something you can't never eat!

cada vez que escucho alguna historia asi, la envidia me corroe, se me desparrama horriblemente por el cuerpo y es que la vida es justa o no es justa? no lo se, la vida es terrible para mi.

And I wake up to realize that I hate noisy animals, and everytime Pep (budgie) start making his damn high-pitched sound I feel like needles in my stomach, we saved that animal because his owner wanted to kill him or to throw him away and in the deep of my head I feel a little regret for bringing him here, jajaja, I kind of hate the way life looks like when you grow up, everything is kind of random, dangerous and uncertain if you aren't as rich as bill gates.

what do you do when you feel you can't evolve like everybody else?, I see the world changing into a more deeper and darker world, is not that I liked the world of my past, is that I feel like I don't suit very well, i have never suited and I just feel anguish and bother to see how the times change the people, I , everybody gets old, and I don't feel like a grown up, neither like an adolescent, I fear of big and weird changes, that's why I fear death, Sometimes I feel like trap in a world that doesn't like me and a world that I don't like, a world that can't be change, this corporate world that we've been living since the very first day of our existence this is a world that I born to live in, a world where I don't feel comfortable at all, never was and maybe never will, is it difficult to see that you are in the middle of something that big that is just swallowing every piece of you.

Do you were wondering where Axl Rose was all those years in the late 90's? I have the answer, he create a character just like superman some glasses some braids, and guess what... He was just infront of our eyes!

Nada mejor que unos audifonos buenos!, algunos que te aislen de todo, no me gustan los sonidos fuertes, no me gusta la gente que habla muy alto, no me gusta escuchar las conversaciones de personas que conosco por que cuando no hablan conmigo conoces sus otros yo's, yo's que no me gustan, y es que eso las poses y las falsas ideas y la lengua suelta no es algo que realmente me guste.

La verdad es que nunca pense que la etapa de enojo contra mis padres pasaria y no es que no siga pensando algunas cosas que uno piensa cuando es mas joven sobre sus padres pero aun asi uno se da cuenta y compara las cosas que tiene y pese a que vivir y haber nacido no sea probablemente lo que yo hubiera deseado, se que al menos termine en la mejor familia que uno podria haber caido...

I hate living in a big world,with a small mentality, full of fucking posers of what being cool is "meant to be", suckers politians that stole everything from everybody, small and shared houses, morons that have faith "god" or obama are going to somehow changed the world to be a better place, and because of that, they don't do anything than waiting for that day, we are the disgrace of the whole universe...

Hoy busco mi ira, no se en que momento la perdi, quiero ser como era antes, y dejar la prudencia lejos de mi.

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Everytime you speak to me as someone who has always been though, it hurts, everytime you said I should have had more gf's to know how valuable you are it hurts, because I've been giving myself everyday, I have accepted the unacceptable for me just for you, and I you can't see that, I must be really disposable, as you always tell me, you should have had more bf's so you could see and remeber what most men are whilling to give for a relationship.

what would you do if you wake up and realize you are the same 10 years old boy, with the same lack of everything and the same empty feeling, and dislike about the world? would you shout?

I end up with no images, just the images I have in my head, I live in my head, I had always live there, I felt unconfortable when I studied at the Anglo, I felt unconfortable when I was a child, I felt unconfortable when I was a teeneger and I am still as an adult, I have had too many memories of my past I have felt those everything I have felt in my life one again and I fear I have become mad.

I notice I am a totally different person, the things i like has gone almost everything has ended NIN has ended, being a tv child ended too, I never was the handsome boy I always wanted to be, I am not the adult I though I was going to be, now I am one year younger than the age I thought my life was going to end, I'm almost 27, KC die at this age, and for me it seems that something is always missing, always missing something. The worst time to hear cantspeak.

I do have fear of what would I become without you, I do have fear of me.

Escucho un sonido familiar, casi es como si fuera un aroma que puedes reconocer aun yo dormido distingo algo conocido en el, me saca una ligera sonrisa llegaste se que eres tu, yo sigo en mi sueño recostado de lado, siento como suber por la cama te acercas a mi suber como un gatito trepando por mi cuerpo, tu boca y tu nariz se pegan a mi oido siento tu aliento sonrio otra vez, siento que utilizas mas fuerza en tu acercamiento cada vez mas y mas siento tu cabeza empujar la mia con bastante fuerza esto empieza a no gustarme, tus manos en mi cuello todo cada vez mas fuerte, no se si eres tu. Me siento un tanto despreciable, que es lo que te gusta de mi? si hay tanto que temes y que deseas mantener a distancia?

Gracias! Esto es lo que significa viajar en transporte publico en Barcelona en estos dias de Agosto en que todo esta atrofiado por las obras!

Festa Major de Gracia 2009 Piadinas, Cerveza, Musica, Petardos y Experiencias Bizarras del Tercer Tipo...

We should strike back, they should stop bothering us, stealing us, liying to us, the ones that should be robbed, kidnapped, killed must be the ones that put our countries in difficult situations not the normal people that is just trying to make a decent life , talking about my country, Mexico MUST wake up.

Who ever said We wash away with the rain. ASTRALcorporeaSPACEdustUNICELULARbody...

Art is Resistance... This was the main advertise phrase for the album Year Zero, personally I don't consider this record as one of the finest records made from my favorite band , but it has a deep reason why this record is important, this record declare a war against all the things that are settle in our world that we have been living with, born with and maybe we haven't even notice it, I will now concentrate more in the music world not about in the politics (wich I really hate), discographies have been getting so rich about being not more than a leeches of genius man, talented people, creative people etc, they are even more that leeches because they have been manipulating music from quite a lot time now, you maybe wonder how? Well, they do sell us the music they think we will buy, they packet us "music" or "musicians" (such as britney spears) and make us believe this are the most important records in the year, well Trent Reznor after being long workin...

Some old hobbies do return...

Courtney you son of a bitch, I don't care if you didn't love you husband, but at least you should have some respect to him, Kurt Cobain on Guitar Hero, you are a fucking greedy ass!

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I am a lazy boy (not so young), been like this all my life spend my time doing nothing but being comfortable I kind of regret being like that but still I don't really know, I dont understand life, but know I felt like I need to be in a hurry all the time, I want time for everything...

I had some ideas and some bullshit to throw up, all were being hardly process and I being running deeper and deeper , completes around the world, bullshit bullshit, politics , look book and all the big community of little sissies posers thinking they look original when they don't, and although I've been planning a post for weeks about the atrocity of this hole world, the porpoise of the people, how and why I think we don't have any, idea of Death as the only certain think we all have in common and how sad is that, yesterday my girlfriend's pet die, I haven't got any pet that really keep my attention like this one even it wasn't mine, I took care of her for some months, and even it is such a small little creature, in one second my mind was filled with you, how empty this room feels without you, and it makes me think how complex what it is important could be described , how difficult is to deal with Death and how unfit I am to deal with this world, this bunny ...

Following the post of Cosmo I felt quite bad because I haven't talked about the members of my family that sadly had past away, so I will say something of them. Luz was my aunt she died when I was a kid, near my birthday , it was quite weird that everybody was so sad that they weren't in the mood for celebrating your birthday though I never liked birthday parties, she was sick and in some point it was in some way a relief I never heard someone cry as desperate as my grandmother when she get the bad news, she live in a lost town in Hidalgo, she was pretty good at cooking, I remember that she used to prepare enormous quantities of food for an enormous family, I've heard some stories about her when I get older, about his husband and the difficult and strong character she had It was kind of my first approach to know what being dead means (I had weird dreams the night she past away). Feliciano was my grandfather,the most amazing stories about a person had being about him, i...

I am worn out and tired of everything (In some way I'd like to explode)...