what do you do when you feel you can't evolve like everybody else?, I see the world changing into a more deeper and darker world, is not that I liked the world of my past, is that I feel like I don't suit very well, i have never suited and I just feel anguish and bother to see how the times change the people, I , everybody gets old, and I don't feel like a grown up, neither like an adolescent, I fear of big and weird changes, that's why I fear death, Sometimes I feel like trap in a world that doesn't like me and a world that I don't like, a world that can't be change, this corporate world that we've been living since the very first day of our existence this is a world that I born to live in, a world where I don't feel comfortable at all, never was and maybe never will, is it difficult to see that you are in the middle of something that big that is just swallowing every piece of you.
seems part of an horror film, almost chaos, people seem has lost their mind, it spreads like and epidemic situation, hate, acts of stupidity, you may think in those situations it's always better to stay calm no to fell down in the game, i think it's quite impossible, lots of misunderstanding, lost of everything... i seen this plenty of times and i can get used to it, i break down, something pushing with an enormous strength at my chest and wishing being other place...
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