what do you do when you feel you can't evolve like everybody else?, I see the world changing into a more deeper and darker world, is not that I liked the world of my past, is that I feel like I don't suit very well, i have never suited and I just feel anguish and bother to see how the times change the people, I , everybody gets old, and I don't feel like a grown up, neither like an adolescent, I fear of big and weird changes, that's why I fear death, Sometimes I feel like trap in a world that doesn't like me and a world that I don't like, a world that can't be change, this corporate world that we've been living since the very first day of our existence this is a world that I born to live in, a world where I don't feel comfortable at all, never was and maybe never will, is it difficult to see that you are in the middle of something that big that is just swallowing every piece of you.
ultimamente tengo una facete bien miedosa desde que mantengo esta relacion,y no se por que es antes solia cerlo pero menos, generalmente no me gusta y solo estorba y aunqe trato ultimamente de ser mas sereno es horrible que aparezca y aparezca y asi... sea como de esas gotitas que caen y caen que que terminan molestando,no se si sea una persona sensible o que siente mucho las cosas solo se que hay veces que no me gusta sentir y asi en mi mente laopcion ideal a veces hubiera sido no haber nacido... (esto no es un post dramatico de que me quiera morir ni asi son ideas asi juntas un tanto negativas que medio relacione ahorita no se por que...)
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