what do you do when you feel you can't evolve like everybody else?, I see the world changing into a more deeper and darker world, is not that I liked the world of my past, is that I feel like I don't suit very well, i have never suited and I just feel anguish and bother to see how the times change the people, I , everybody gets old, and I don't feel like a grown up, neither like an adolescent, I fear of big and weird changes, that's why I fear death, Sometimes I feel like trap in a world that doesn't like me and a world that I don't like, a world that can't be change, this corporate world that we've been living since the very first day of our existence this is a world that I born to live in, a world where I don't feel comfortable at all, never was and maybe never will, is it difficult to see that you are in the middle of something that big that is just swallowing every piece of you.
siempre espero no ser quien era , pensaba que si fuera otra persona se encargaria de golpear a la persona que es, por que? por que asi siempre tiene que salir a relusir su personalidad pensaba, no puede ocultarla tan bien para que nunca salga, seria tan bueno matarla, esa dualidad del ser y el no querer ser lo que se es asi es tan terrible a veces terminaba cansado y harto renegandose lo que era, a veces termina peleado consigo mismo a veces le gustariaque todo se acoplara a el tan terriblemente siempre era el , el que tenia que acoplarse...
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