U cards

I woke up today, To find myself in the other place With a trail of my footprints, From where I ran away It seems everything Ive heard, Just might be true And you know me, (well you think you do) Sometimes, I have everything-, Yet I wish I felt something Do you know how far this has gone?, Just how damaged have I become? When I think I can overcome, It runs even deeper In in a dream Im a different me, With a perfect you We fit perfectly, And for once in my life I feel complete- And I still want to ruin it, Afraid to look As clear as day, This plan has long been underway I hear them call, I cannot stay The voice inviting me away Do you know how far this has gone?, Just how damaged have I become? When I think I can overcome, It runs even deeper Everything that matters is gone, All the hands of hope have withdrawn Could you try to help me hang on?, It runs... Im straight, I wont crack On my way, And I cant turn back Im okay, Im on track On my way, And I cant turn back I stayed, On this track Gone too far, And I cant come back I stayed, On this track Lost my way, Cant come back